Hi.
Super bored now.
This whole week not at home sia.
Except for tuesday afternoon + Night, and friday afternoon.
Camp = funfunfunfun !
SOY'b = 很有成就感！
xD
New figuresssssssss ~
keychain ~ so chio ~ LOL.
okay, me crapping again.
x.x
byee.
yoooooooooooooooooooooooo.
I'M BACKKKKKKKK !
:D
With a smile on my face, yo !
Alright.
This weekend has passed so fast, too fast for me.
With all the shit that has been going on.
I wanna thank some people who have helped me through this weekend:
VERNICEEEEEE TANNNNNNNNNNNN!
thankyou so much on sat, yo. In pizza hut was -////- can. LOL.
kahling !
for talking to me on sat night. LOL.
marcus !
:D thanks also ~~~~~
andddddd. those who tagged my tagboard !
xD
okay.
dinner & hw for me now !
CHIONG AHHHHHHHHHH!
Fourth post.
Idk what I wanna do now.
I wasn't even close to ahgong.
Idon'tknowIdon'tknow.
This feeling of the loss of a family member.
The knowledge that you won't be able to talk to them anymore.
Knowing that their life has faded away.
Even if they weren't close.
Teens our generation are expected to mature so quickly. Understand the ways of the adult world quickly.
I was sitting in Pizza Hut with Vernice, just randomly talking .
Waiting for messages. One came.
I thought it was who I was waiting for, but it was something unexpected.
My mum had sent me a sms, saying : Wai gong has passed away.
I don't know what came over me at that time; was is sadness? relief?
I remember saying before that I would not cry if my grandfather passed on, as he constantly chided my grandmother for being "Useless, lousy" and stuff like that. I thought that his existence was worthless, as he expected everybody to bow to him & he always treated people as if they were trash.
At this point, my heart and mind were in turmoil. I really didn't know what to do; cry, or not?
I tried to steel my heart and not cry, but while talking about what my grandfather did to my grandmother to Vernice halfway, made me break down. In the midst of lunch @ Pizza Hut. There was silence for about five minutes as Vernice let my tears fall freely.
I try to think of the things that my grandfather had done for me.
None. I can't remember anything. Except for the very first two pets I had: 2 turtles.
I really can't think anything now. Even if I laugh, its just part of a facade I've decided to put on.
I've nothing more to say.
I feel really messed up right now. My tears are threatening to fall again.
Won't be in school on monday.
Cya.
Heehehehheeeeeeee ~
I want go badmintonnnnnnnnnn !
Or gym, damnit.
1st week of feb go badminton w/ daryl & marcus & hopefully errr, x.x gna feel weird calling my senior by joelle......................................................
:X
/shot
WHATEVER. BYE.
Wahaha.
Done abit of changes to my blog.
-added links.
-changed cbox colours, font and size.
xD
Today was tiring as usual ~
Music class did the orchestral suite. See until sleep x.x
LOL.
The teacher as usual, ZI HIGH. LOL.
Super funny lah.
yayyyyyy tomorrow going outttt !
hohooooooooo ~~~
Bugis street & Funan !
Haiz.
Next week camp le siaaa.
Then immediately after camp = tiring music class =w=
Then after that go home so late, still need pack things for SOY. zzzzzzzzzzz
Then must wake up earlier next day again. Totally not enough sleep przzzzzzz. Later @ Soy see one super shag de girl. LOL. x.x
can die siaaaaaaaaaaaaa.
AND A MATHS SUCK. That is my conclusion for the day.
Just now in my dad's car, heard the 938 live de slice of life.
Quite inspiring, LOL.
From now on, I shall learn to embrace life as it is, and appreciate what I have. :X
NO, YOU ALL DON'T SAY ANYTHING.
And my S is spoilt. It dropped out. Figure that out yourself.
Bye.
Hm ~
:3 abit too early to talk about this, but during my birthday in hols, anyone interested in coming 2 my house ?
LOL.
Who ever reads this dead blog anyways =="
So, hopefully minimal amount of people will be invited ^^
I lovelovelove this year de yearbook lahhhhhh.
Although I initially didn't order xD
my class got extra then i take, but still must pay 6 freaking dollars.
haizzzzzzzzzzzzz.
School is getting abit sian. Nothing's really keeping me going right now .
& I don't feel like blogging right now.
SO bye.
Short post for today.
I'm having a game-crazy week !
Imma going down to Funan digital mall this sat to get my Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep !
Hopefully it won't be sold out x|
& Going to arcade as well !
I wna play the DJMax thereeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. @ iluma/causeway.
SO COOL PRZ. LOL.
bye, loves ~ xD
Is simplicity that hard to achieve ?
):
I kinda miss yewteepri.
「泣いたっていいんだよ」 君が不意にそう言ってくれたから
なんだか嬉しくて 涙じゃなく笑顔がこぼれた
不器用すぎる言葉で 君を傷つけてしまった
それでも離れたりしないで 今もこうして支えになってくれてるんだ
きっと…
叶えたい願い 叶えたい夢
届けたい 想いすべて
信じ続ける事が 奇跡を呼んで
未来に繋がってゆくよ
ずっと ねぇずっと 見守っていて欲しい
Dear my friend
「君なら大丈夫だよ」 別れ際にそう言ってくれたから
感じてた孤独が その一言で綺麗になくなった
新しい扉を開く それは誰でも怖くて不安だらけだけど
背中を押してくれた君を 思い出せば力が溢れてくれるからね
素直な気持ち ゆずれないもの
正直な 言葉すべて
声にして伝えることが出来たなら 未来は広がってゆくよ
いつも そういつも 心に君が居るから
Dear my friend
立ち止まっても 忘れそうになっても
何度も何度でも 前を向いてゆくと誓うよ
見上げた空 光が差し込んでいる
君に また会える日まで
素直な気持ち ゆずれないもの
正直な 言葉すべて
声にして伝えることが出来たなら 未来は広がってゆくよ
願い 叶えたい夢
届けたい 想いすべて
信じ続ける事が 奇跡を呼んで
未来に繋がってゆくよ
ずっと ずっと 見守っていて欲しい
Dear my friend
You suddenly said, “You can cry if you want”
Somehow it made me happy, instead of tears I smiled
My words so clumsy, they hurt you
But I don’t want you to leave me, I want you to stay beside me always
Wishes and dreams I want to come true
The feelings I wish I could tell you
A miracle created from the things I’ve always believed
Is connected to the future
Always, always I want you to watch over me
Dear my friend
You said, on leaving “You’ll be able to do it”
The loneliness I felt was wiped clean with those words
I’m opening a new door, anyone would be frightened
All I had to do was remember you, and the strength flowed through me
I won’t give up my feelings
If I can give a voice to all these words
Then the future will open up wide
Because always, always you are in my heart
Dear my friend
I vow that no matter if I stop, or if I forget
I will keep moving forward
Light is shining down, when I look up at the sky
Until the day when I can see you again
I won’t give up my feelings
If I can give a voice to all these words
Then the future will open up wide
Wishes, the dreams I want to come true
The feelings I wish I could tell you
A miracle created from the things I’ve always believed
Is connected to the future
Always, always I want you to watch over me
Dear my friend
Yoshhhhhhhhhhh.
3rd week of school, yo !
And I know nobody reads my blog anyways ==""""""""""""""""
Next week is camp le ):
Then SOY.
ah. LOL.
@ Lucia, if you're reading this, sorry for overreacting that day on msn . D:
Okay. done.
LOLLLLLLLLLLLL.
Nobody ask questions prz. thanks.
Lessons SUCKKKKKKKKKK.
I srsly don't like that that that Maths teacher cannnnnnnnnnn. She always don't fully explain when we ask her ! and then do working on board hor, she also never explain step by step. zzzzzz.
Ask her question also tell you things in a very vague / roundabout way. zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
I WANT. change teacher.
...
Hehehhehehehe CNY coming leeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ~
I want alotalotalotalot hongbao. And i want use my camera in schoooooooooooooooooool.
xD
Can't wait for this and next Sat and all other coming events ! xD
HIGHH ~ okay, shush, yentl. D:
byee.
Hi all.
I bet most people viewing my blog are the same old people.
None from my new class ?
hahaaaaaaaaaaaa.
-.-"
D: nobody visit meeeeeeeee.
What the hell ?! Why am I whining ?!
zzz
Days seem to pass so slowly now.
I'm lazy to post again.
byee.
Oh great.
I'm trying to finish up the last two question of my Maths, & go memorise the Indices stuff, but I keep getting sidetracked. By Darren Shan.
DAMN YOU..
bye.
Yeah.
Back from first day of school.
It's the same old crap at every start of the year...
Filling "update" forms which don't really "update" their information about us, because it NEVER changes, unless you move house. Which is very much a hassle, thankyou.
Okay, can I say I made a new friend? Hahaa.
A quite loud and straightfoward person, if I may say.
Advik. LOL. :X
Yeah. I say he's loud, cause sitting infront of him was a girl from 2C, called Cheryl. Is she from 2C?
Anyways, he said that she was is very stiff. Loudly. LOL.
Then we me & Lydia was like, Not so loud la!
:X
LOL.
Nextnext. FF to choosing class committee.
Chairman: Daryl Tan Jun Guang. (LOL.)
Vice-Chair: Bryant. (How many Bryants do you know.)
Secretary: Afiqahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
lol.
Estate-thingy I dunno who laaaaaaaa .
OH. Its Afiq. Then the team is er, Aishah, Atikah, Nabilah & Nadia! And one more who I don't know who.
Then Student-Welfare!
"Head": Advik -.-"
Yeah, he pretty much does nothing and gives us all the work.
Team is me, Lydia, Mandy and Frentzen (silent 'T') anddddddd. Wee Kiat, I think.
Lol.
Haizzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.
In class confirm I will sian dao siao lorh.
I want Lydia sit with meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Then at least can talk cosplay. LOL.
Now sitting beside vice chair.
aiyooooooooooooooooo. Too silent le. Cher, change back de place leh. ):
LOL.
>O<
Whatever, cher's say is last and final D:
Gotta deal with it.
I shall make new friends :D /shot.
LOL.
Okay, I shall go download e-books NOW.
(Counting down days to 9Jan! :D )
Ha. And we're 17 hours and 27 minutes in 2010.
.__________________."
I feel like changing blogskin but so mafan.
Yeah, excited for 7th Jan, 9th Jan, 25th Feb & 5th Mar !
7th Jan - Cirque du Freak movieeeeeeeeeee. lol.
9th Jan - Japanese release of Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep ! (epic. & yes, kahling, YOUR BIRTHDAY.)
25th Feb - Blazblue : Calamity Trigger PSP release ! :O
5th Mar - Alice in Wonderland movieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee !
& not to forget 17th Mar my birthdayyyyyyyy.
LOL.
I see I got $$ treat a few people worh ! (:
And yeah, some goals to meet for the year:
-jian fei
-jian fei
-jian fei
-jian fei
-jian fei
-Study well (:X)
-Get better @ my violin
-Get better @ my sucky photography
-Do good cosplays. ( lol )
-Hopefully, get PS3.
damn.
The last one's not so possible. Haha.
I will have to set my mind to do all these things I listed !
Gotta draw up schedule. So what I need now is a Planner. As I did last year.
Okay, enough of the wish setting and what-not.
Let's move on...
Gonna order my Pandora Hearts stuff in Feb w/ Kana. Hopefully. Lol.
And its less than a month to SOY'b, and haven't gotten anything ready yet...
:X (don't ask.)
And Eric says he wants to cosplay Giotto. Lol.
:D
So, asked him if he wants to join our khr group for this year. But only EOY lol.
By that time me & kahling also not doing khr le, lol ~
Tmr going to do payment for my red lens & my lip palette ~
then go violin ~ Arghh, no time to go Haru collect my Luce hat x.x
-dies-
Quite alot of things to do. Considering its only the start of the year.
And I'm not going to touch or even go find my homework.
So I'm screwed for the first week in school. x.x
okayys, signing off.
bye.
